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Over, and over, and over
Mama, I got blood in my eyes, your son runnin’ wild
Tryna make the best decisions, stand up for my child
What you know about puttin’ two hundred up for a trial, and you still don’t see why?
I carried all of my brother’s scars, I feel all this pain, ain’t shit changed
When you get out, shit gon’ be the same
Head hunter, like fuck the fame, stripped me of my sanity
Too rich, not near an opp, I’m my own enemy
I never post my child so they think I’m a deadbeat
Postin’, snitchin’, got no business, that’s how the feds sweep
Ain’t goin’ back and forth with no bitch, block her, she stay mad at me
They can say whatever they want online, in real life, family proud of me
Took a whole lot to get where I’m at
Baby girl, I put you on, this how you thank me for that?
I done paid your bills, put you through thrills and put you in Bottega heels
I done lost so much, but it hurt me the most when I found out my dawg wasn’t real
(On and on and on, on and on and on)
On and on, yeah
(On and on and on, on and on and on)
On and on and on and on
You know you can’t be listenin’ to blogs, them niggas, they don’t know the half
I took so many L’s, it’s so much pain in my past
I ain’t pressed about nothin’, that codeine makin’ me relaxed
Got much love for the gang, I never turned my back
It’s so much left for the gang, bloodstains and hats
Protectin’ my heart with chains, that’s where I’m at
I wonder where I’m goin’, on the interstate, ridin’
Five in the mornin’, been up for two days, can’t sleep
Spent a M in two days, spent a five in a week
My mind so tired, gettin’ geeked, yeah
My biggest fan took his own life
My brother partner took the stand, took his own stripes
I been tryin’ my hardest to keep these squares out my circle
Spent a M and a half in trial, tryna whoop a murder
Spent a M and a half on buyin’ drink, pourin’ purple
M and a half, M and a half
Now tell me, uh, how much will it take ’til I can’t feel my face, uh
‘Til I can’t feel my face, Lord?
And tell me, how much will it take for you to not change on me? Don’t change
Don’t change on me, don’t change on me, don’t change
(On and on and on)
Tell me, why would you change and I been keepin’ that shit solid?
Tryna stay out the way, they put my name on them bodies
Beefin’ turnin’ to war inside the streets and I can’t stop it
Niggas die every day, I done got numb, the bodies droppin’
Had to switch where I stay, I’m out in Cali, buyin’ houses
Soon as we left the plane, we got pulled over with them choppers
Spent a M and a half, the lawyer gettin’ the charge dropped
Niggas claim that they gang, but on the low, watchin’ your pocket
So much love for the game, I hardly ever call a foul
You be sayin’ you gon’ change whenever you get called out
I can’t do no more waitin’, I done tried to stall out
I be standin’ up swangin’ when it all falls down
Spent a M and a half on two Ferraris in a day
Spent a M and a half, tryna make this pain go away
Spent a M and a half to put a smile on mama face (I love you, mama)
Spent a M and a half
I spent a M and a half, and I’ll do it all again
