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I’m the only girl alive in LA county
– Ego habeo in gallia omnes doctores pro me
I’m the only one who sees (Ayy)
– Sunt [do] qui optio, sint ut et sapiente distinctio.
I wake up every day in some new kind of suffering
– Sunt non conpleto biennio in aliquid novum
I’ve never known a day of peace
– Pacis diem numquam cognovi
I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)
– Nescio si umquam corpus meum reliquit (Ooh)
Do you think they’d laugh at how I die?
– Poteritne quisquam risum tenere?
Or take a photo of my family in the lobby
– Aut imaginem photographicam familiae meae in vestibulum accipies
The ceremony’s small inside
– Caerimonia parva intus
‘Cause I don’t know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)
– “Nescio si quis mihi ministraverit funus meum (Ah-ah)
At least not at this point in time
– Minima non qui tempore
And if I ever try to leave behind my body
– Et si unquam corpus meum relinquere conor
At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine
– At certe scio quod numquam mea, numquam fuit meus
It was never mine
– Nunquam ero stella tua
It was never mine
– Nunquam ero stella tua
Well I’m the only girl alive in New York City
– – Ego habito in nova carteia
I left my wallet on the train
– Peram meam in comitatu reliqui
Since I no longer even have a driver’s license
– Cum licentiam exactoris iam non habeo
I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey St)
– Ego coniecto quod non habeo nomen (Haec Est Halsey St)
And I could run away to somewhere on the West Coast
– Fugiat aliquam unde in Est
And finally be a real life girl
– Et tandem esse veram vitam puella
Go take my organs and they’ll hang me from a bedpost
– Accipe organa mea et e lecto suspende mihi
Sayin’ I was too soft for this world
– Sayin ‘ ego quoque mollis huius mundi
And they’d be right, because quite frankly, to be alive
– Et vellem esse ius, quod satis ingenue, ut viveret
It shouldn’t kill me every day, the way it does
– No me mordades agora.
I don’t know what I did to have this fate I’m drenched in it
– Nescio quid agerem nada bottle
And I can’t even run from what I know
– Non possum etiam currere ex illis quae scio
My special talent isn’t writing, it’s not singing
– Ego vero non celeriter scribo, non cantabo
It’s feeling everything that everyone alive feels every day
– Sententia est omnia quae quisque vivit cotidie sentit
Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day
– Quotidie sentit, cotidie sentit, cotidie sentit
I think I’m special ’cause I cut myself wide open
– Ego sum specialis ‘ causa ego ipse interficiam apertis
As if it’s honorable to bleed
– Et cum sanguine honorificatus fuerit
But I’m not lucky and I know I wasn’t chosen
– Non sum felix et scio me electum esse
The world keeps spinnin’ without me
– Mundus spinnin custodit ‘ sine me
I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven
– Dixi matri me moriturum viginti septem
And in a way I sort of did
– Uno modo quantum ad aliquid
This thing I love has grown demanding and obsessive
– Haec res ego amo quae crevit postulans et obsessive
And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give
– Et plus cupit quam dare, quam dare possum, quam dare possum
Than I can give
– Quam dare possum
Well I’m the only girl alive in LA County
– Ego sum sola puella vivens in COMITATU
I’ve never known a day of peace
– Pacis diem numquam cognovi
I wake up every day and wish that I was different
– Ego expergiscimini quotidie et aliud velle quod eram
I look around and it’s just me
– Circumspicio et suus iustus mihi
It’s just me, it’s just me
– Suus ‘iustus mihi, suus’ iustus mihi
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
– Ha ha ha.
Ooh, ayy
– Ha ha ha.
Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah
– Ha ha ha.
Ah-ah-ah
– Ha ha ha
I’m the only one, the only one, it’s me
– Im ‘unus solus, et unus solus, suus’ mihi