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Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Meniń basymda júz kún boıy jańbyr jaýǵan sıaqty
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Meniń basymda júz kún boıy jańbyr jaýǵan sıaqty
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Aınaǵa qarańyz, men basqa betti izdeımin
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Aınaǵa qarańyz, men basqa betti izdeımin
And I get so tired of puttin’ out fires and makin’ up lies
– Men órtti sóndirýden jáne ótirik aıtýdan qatty sharshadym
Checkin’ my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing’s inside
– Meniń kózimde qandaı da bir jaryq bar-joǵyn tekserińiz, biraq ishinde eshteńe joq
And it feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Al meniń basymda júz kún boıy jańbyr jaýǵandaı boldy
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Al men seni jek kórmeıtinimdi aıtamyn
Push you when you get too close
– Tym jaqyn bolǵan kezde sizdi ıterińiz
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Men ázildesken kezde kúlý qıyn
But I can’t do this on my—
– Biraq men muny óz betimshe jasaı almaımyn—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Tek sen meni ózimdi ustaı almaýymnan qutqara alasyń
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Keıde jaman nárseler jaqsylyqtyń ornyn basady
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Men júz ret keshirim suradym
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Men júz ret keshirim suradym
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Men jarty jolda keshirim suraǵanymda ózim sendim
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Men jarty jolda keshirim suraǵanymda ózim sendim
And it’s not unfair, I’m asking for prayers, but nobody cares
– Bul ádiletsiz emes, men duǵa etýdi suraımyn, biraq bul eshkimge mańyzdy emes
Goin’ nowhere like fallin’ downstairs while everyone stares
– Men “eshqaıda ketpeımin”, men tómenge qulap bara jatqandaı sezinemin, al bári maǵan qarap tur
No one’s there when I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Men júz ret keshirim suraǵanymda eshkim joq
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Al men seni jek kóremin desem, olaı etpesem
Push you when you get too close
– Tym jaqyn bolǵan kezde sizdi ıterińiz
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Men ázildesken kezde kúlý qıyn
But I can’t do this on my—
– Biraq men muny óz betimshe jasaı almaımyn—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Tek sen meni ózin-ózi ustaı almaýymnan qutqara alasyń
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Keıde jaman nárseler jaqsylyqtyń ornyn basady
No, I’m just takin’ a shot, ah
– Joq, men jaı ǵana atyp jatyrmyn, ah
Maybe I’m just too eager, oh
– Múmkin men tym shydamsyz shyǵarmyn, o
Maybe I lost the plot, ha
– Múmkin men sújetti joǵaltyp alǵan shyǵarmyn, ha
I used to pity some people
– Men keıbir adamdardy aıaıtynmyn
I said they were missing a spine
– Men olardyń omyrtqasy joq ekenin aıttym
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
– Iá, másele egoda bolýy múmkin
Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine
– Múmkin, másele meniki shyǵar
Really, I’m fine
– Shynynda da, men jaqsymyn
Don’t get too intimate, don’t get too curious
– Tym jaqyn bolmańyz, tym qyzyqpańyz
This is just feelin’ like it’s not that serious
– Bul jaı ǵana mańyzdy emes sıaqty
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
– Tóbege qarap, sandyraq sezinińiz
Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury
– Blá, seniń barlyq janashyrlyǵyń, men seniń ashýyńdy qalaımyn
‘Cause I will just
– Sebebi men jaı ǵana jasaımyn
Tell you I’m better, then, better, then
– Aıtyńyzshy, men odan da jaqsymyn, sodan keıin odan da jaqsymyn
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
– Meniń dári-dármegimdi túkirip tasta, dári, aıı
Drunk on adrenaline, ‘drenaline, ayy
– Adrenalınge mas, “drenalın”, ıá
And I don’t know why I
– Al men nege ekenimdi bilmeımin
Say I hate you when I don’t
– Men seni jek kórmeımin dep aıt
Push you when you get too close
– Tym jaqyn bolǵan kezde sizdi ıterińiz
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Men ázildesken kezde kúlý qıyn
But I can’t do this on my—
– Biraq men muny óz betimshe jasaı almaımyn—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Tek sen meni ózin-ózi ustaı almaýymnan qutqara alasyń
And I won’t make excuses for the pain I caused us both
– Men ekeýmizge de keltirgen azabym úshin aqtalmaımyn
So thank you for always standing by me even though
– Sondyqtan árqashan qasymda bolǵanyńyz úshin rahmet
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Keıde jaman nárseler jaqsylyqtyń ornyn basady
