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Lyrics
Matang natatakot
– A kind of fear
Luhang nakabalot
– Tear wrapped
Puso’y napapagod
– My heart’s tired
Isip ay umiikot
– Mind is spinning
Sa imaheng nais kong matunton
– The image that I want to capture
Meron pa kayang hangganan
– There are still boundaries
Ngiting mapanlinlang
– Smile deceptively
Dahil ayaw kong tumingin sa salamin
– Because I don’t want to look in the mirror
At mapagtantong mahirap ngang tanggapin
– And realize that it’s hard to accept
Ang ‘sang tulad kong paulit-ulit na pinipilit
– It’s like I’ve been repeatedly
Maging sapat gawin man ang lahat
– Enough to do everything
Kailan kita masisilayan
– When we are able to serve
At kakayanang pagmasdan
– And the ability to watch
Laging gumuguhit
– Always drawing
Sa brasong namamanhid
– On the brazen numb
Tuluyang inuukit sa isip
– Completely engraved in the mind
Na mas kakayaning manatili sa dilim
– It’s better to stay in the dark
Dahil ayaw kong tumingin sa salamin
– Because I don’t want to look in the mirror
At mapagtantong mahirap ngang tanggapin
– And realize that it’s hard to accept
Ang ‘sang tulad kong paulit-ulit na pinipilit
– It’s like I’ve been repeatedly
Maging sapat gawin man ang lahat
– Enough to do everything
Kailan kita masisilayan
– When we are able to serve
At kakayanang pagmasdan
– And the ability to watch
Puro sugat at hiwa’ng aking paningin
– Pain and suffering in my eyes
Dulot ng bawat maling nakikita sa ‘kin
– All the mistakes I’ve made
Sinubukan ko mang iwasan ang salamin
– I tried to avoid the screen
Aking damdamin ay puro bubog pa rin
– My feelings are still raw
Dahil ayaw kong tumingin sa salamin
– Because I don’t want to look in the mirror
At mapagtantong mahirap ngang tanggapin
– And realize that it’s hard to accept
Ang ‘sang tulad kong paulit-ulit na pinipilit
– It’s as if I’m being pushed back time and time again
Maging sapat gawin man ang lahat
– Enough to do everything
Kailan kita masisilayan
– When we are able to serve
At kakayanang pagmasdan
– And the ability to watch
Dahil ayaw kong tumingin
– Because I don’t want to look
Ayaw ko
– I hate
Pagod na ‘kong tumingin
– I’m tired of looking
At makita ang hindi ko kayang mahalin
– To see what I can’t love
