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I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
– Men senimen birge esikten kirdim, aýa salqyn boldy
But somethin’ ’bout it felt like home somehow
– Biraq bul qandaı da bir jolmen úıde bolǵandaı boldy
And I left my scarf there at your sister’s house
– Al men oramalymdy seniń ápkeńniń úıine qaldyrdym
And you’ve still got it in your drawer, even now
– Siz ony áli de jáshigińizde saqtaısyz, tipti qazir de
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
– O, seniń tátti mineziń jáne meniń keń kózderim
We’re singin’ in the car, getting lost upstate
– Biz kólikte án aıtamyz, shtattyń soltústiginde adasyp ketemiz
Autumn leaves fallin’ down like pieces into place
– Kúzgi japyraqtar bir-birine jabysyp qalǵandaı qulap ketedi
And I can picture it after all these days
– Men ony osy kúnderden keıin elestete alamyn
And I know it’s long gone and
– Men bul áldeqashan ótip ketkenin bilemin jáne
That magic’s not here no more
– Bul sıqyr endi joq
And I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all
– Múmkin men jaqsy shyǵarmyn, biraq men múldem jaqsy emespin
Oh, oh, oh
– O, o, o, o
‘Cause there we are again on that little town street
– Óıtkeni biz taǵy da sol kishkentaı qala kóshesindemiz
You almost ran the red ’cause you were lookin’ over at me
– Siz qyzyl túspen júgire jazdadyńyz, óıtkeni siz maǵan qarap turdyńyz
Wind in my hair, I was there
– Shashymdaǵy jel, men sonda boldym
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turnin’ red
– Fotoalbom sórede, shekterińiz qyzaryp ketti
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
– Buryn siz eki kisilik tósekte kózildirigi bar kishkentaı bala edińiz
And your mother’s tellin’ stories ’bout you on the tee-ball team
– Al sizdiń anańyzdyń “áńgimeleri” siz týraly fýtbol komandasynda aıtady
You taught me ’bout your past, thinkin’ your future was me
– Siz maǵan ótkenińiz týraly aıtýdy úırettińiz, sizdiń bolashaǵyńyz men dep oıladyńyz
And you were tossing me the car keys, “Fuck the patriarchy”
– Siz maǵan kóliktiń kiltterin laqtyryp jiberdińiz, ” Patrıarhatqa Qarǵys atsyn”
Keychain on the ground, we were always skippin’ town
– Jerdegi salpynshaq, biz árqashan skıppın qalashyǵynda boldyq
And I was thinkin’ on the drive down, “Any time now
– Men tómen qaraı kele jatqan jolda oıladym: “Qazir Kez Kelgen ýaqytta
He’s gonna say it’s love,” you never called it what it was
– Ol bul mahabbat dep aıtatyn bolady, ” siz ony eshqashan burynǵydaı ataǵan emessiz
‘Til we were dead and gone and buried
– “Biz ólgenshe, ketip, jerlengenshe
Check the pulse and come back swearin’ it’s the same
– Impúlsti tekserip, qaıtyp oralyńyz, ant etińiz, bári birdeı
After three months in the grave
– Úsh aıdan keıin qabirde
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
– Sosyn men saǵan qolymdy sozǵanymda onyń qaıda ketkenin oıladyń
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
– Biraq men tek uıat sezindim, al sen meniń jansyz denemdi ustadyń
And I know it’s long gone and
– Men bul áldeqashan ótip ketkenin bilemin jáne
There was nothing else I could do
– Men basqa eshteńe isteı almadym
And I forget about you long enough
– Men seni uzaq ýaqyt umytyp ketemin
To forget why I needed to
– Maǵan ne úshin kerek ekenin umytý úshin
‘Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
– Sebebi biz taǵy da tún ortasyndamyz
We’re dancin’ ’round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
– Biz tońazytqyshtyń jaryǵynda as úıde bılep jatyrmyz
Down the stairs, I was there
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, men sonda boldym
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
And there we are again when nobody had to know
– Eshkim bilmeýi kerek bolǵan kezde biz taǵy da osyndamyz
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
– Siz meni qupıa ustadyńyz, biraq men sizdi ant sıaqty ustadym
Sacred prayer and we’d swear
– Qasıetti duǵa jáne biz ant berer edik
To remember it all too well, yeah
– Munyń bárin jaqsy este saqtaý úshin, ıá
Well, maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much
– Múmkin, biz aýdarmada adasyp qalǵan shyǵarmyz, múmkin men tym kóp suraǵan shyǵarmyn
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece ’til you tore it all up
– Biraq, bálkim, bul nárse shedevr bolǵan shyǵar, siz bárin jyrtyp alǵansha
Runnin’ scared, I was there
– Men qorqyp qashyp kettim, men sonda boldym
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
– Al sen meni ýáde etkendeı buzý úshin qaıta shaqyrasyń
So casually cruel in the name of bein’ honest
– Sondyqtan adal bolý úshin kezdeısoq qatygezdik
I’m a crumpled-up piece of paper lyin’ here
– Men munda myjylǵan qaǵaz paraǵymyn
‘Cause I remember it all, all, all
– Sebebi men munyń bárin, bárin, bárin esimde saqtaımyn
They say all’s well that ends well, but I’m in a new hell
– Olar bári jaqsy dep aıtady, bul jaqsy aıaqtalady, biraq men jańa tozaqqa tústim
Every time you double-cross my mind
– Siz meniń oıymdy eki ret qaıtalaǵan saıyn
You said if we had been closer in age, maybe it would’ve been fine
– Eger biz jasymyzǵa jaqyn bolsaq, bári jaqsy bolar edi dediń
And that made me want to die
– Bul meni ólgim keldi
The idea you had of me, who was she?
– Men týraly sizdiń oıyńyz qandaı boldy, ol kim boldy?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
– Eshqashan muqtaj emes, árqashan súıkimdi asyl tas, onyń jyltyrlyǵy sizge áser etedi
Not weepin’ in a party bathroom
– Jýynatyn bólmede jylamańyz
Some actress askin’ me what happened, you
– Keıbir aktrısa maǵan ne bolǵanyn surady, sen
That’s what happened, you
– Mine, solaı boldy, sen
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
– Siz meniń ákemdi kishipeıil ázildermen baýrap aldyńyz
Sippin’ coffee like you’re on a late-night show
– Túngi shoýda júrgendeı kofe ishińiz
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willin’ you to come
– Biraq sodan keıin ol meniń túni boıy aldyńǵy esikti baqylap turǵanymdy baqylap otyrdy, sen kelgiń keledi
And he said, “It’s supposed to be fun turning twenty-one”
– Jáne ol: “jıyrma bir jasqa tolý qyzyq bolýy kerek”,-dedi.
Time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralyzed by it
– Ýaqyt ushpaıdy, men odan sal bolyp qalǵandaı bolamyn
I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still tryin’ to find it
– Men qaıtadan ózim bolǵym keledi, biraq men ony áli de tabýǵa tyrysamyn
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
– Plaıdti kóılekten keıin, kúnder men túnderden keıin, sen meni óziń jasadyń
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
– Endi siz meniń zattarymdy poshta arqyly jiberesiz, men úıge jalǵyz qaıtamyn
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
– Biraq siz meniń eski sharfymdy birinshi aptadan bastap saqtaısyz
‘Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
– Sebebi bul sizge kinásizdikti eske túsiredi jáne men sıaqty ıis shyǵady
You can’t get rid of it
– Siz odan qutyla almaısyz
‘Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
– Óıtkeni siz munyń bárin tym jaqsy este saqtaısyz, ıá
‘Cause there we are again when I loved you so
– Sebebi men seni qatty jaqsy kórgen kezde biz taǵy da sol jerdemiz
Back before you lost the one real thing you’ve ever known
– Siz buryn-sońdy bilmegen bir naqty nárseni joǵaltqanǵa deıin
It was rare, I was there
– Bul sırek boldy, men sonda boldym
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
Wind in my hair, you were there
– Meniń shashymdaǵy jel, sen sonda boldyń
You remember it all
– Siz munyń bárin esińizde saqtaısyz
Down the stairs, you were there
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, siz sonda boldyńyz
You remember it all
– Siz munyń bárin esińizde saqtaısyz
It was rare, I was there
– Bul sırek boldy, men sonda boldym
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
And I was never good at tellin’ jokes, but the punch line goes
– Men eshqashan ázil aıtýǵa sheber bolǵan emespin, biraq sharyqtaý shegi bar
“I’ll get older, but your lovers stay my age”
– “Men qartaıamyn, biraq seniń ǵashyqtaryń meniń jasymda qalady”
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
– Sizdiń Brýklınińiz meniń terim men súıekterimdi syndyrǵan kezden bastap
I’m a soldier who’s returning half her weight
– Men salmaǵynyń jartysyn qaıtaratyn sarbazmyn
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
– Al qos jalynnyń kógerýi sizdi kók túske boıady ma?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
– Bizdiń aramyzda ǵana mahabbat qarym-qatynasy sizdi de múgedek etti me?
‘Cause in this city’s barren cold
– Sebebi bul qalada bedeý sýyq
I still remember the first fall of snow
– Alǵashqy jaýǵan qar áli esimde
And how it glistened as it fell
– Jáne ol qulaǵan kezde qalaı jarqyrady
I remember it all too well
– Men munyń bárin óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
– Bizdiń aramyzda bul mahabbat qarym-qatynasy sizdi tym jaqsy jaraqattady ma?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
– Tek aramyzda, munyń bári jaqsy esińizde me?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us) all too well
– Tek aramyzda, men ony (Tek aramyzda) óte jaqsy esimde saqtaımyn
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there (I was there)
– Shashymdaǵy jel, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym (men sonda boldym)
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, men sonda boldym, sonda boldym
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
– Qasıetti duǵa, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
It was rare, you remember it all too well
– Bul sırek boldy, siz ony óte jaqsy este saqtaısyz
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there (Oh)
– Shashymdaǵy jel, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym (O)
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there (I was there)
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, men sonda boldym, sonda boldym (men sonda boldym)
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
– Qasıetti duǵa, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
It was rare, you remember it (All too well)
– Bul sırek boldy, esińizde bolsyn (Tym jaqsy)
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
– Shashymdaǵy jel, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, men sonda boldym, sonda boldym
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
– Qasıetti duǵa, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
It was rare, you remember it
– Bul sırek boldy, esińizde me
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
– Shashymdaǵy jel, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
– Baspaldaqpen tómen túsip, men sonda boldym, sonda boldym
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
– Qasıetti duǵa, men sonda boldym, men sonda boldym
It was rare, you remember it
– Bul sırek boldy, esińizde me
