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‘Cause we’re in your drop-top, and it’s hard, then I’m feelin’ you
– ‘Causa sumus in summo gutta -, et suus’ ferreus, tunc ego sentio ‘ vos
I calmed down, turned around, you put me in a mood
– Unde reversus fuerat, venitque in seira.
Old house, windows down, but I’m still feelin’ you
– Vetus domus, fenestras descendit, sed adhuc sentio ‘ te
Years passed, nothing changed, I’m still in love with you
– Anni elapsi, nihil mutatum, adhuc amare te sum
I don’t need nobody else, I just want you to myself, oh no
– Non opus est aliud nemo, ego iustus volo autem vos ipse, o nullus
Mm
– Mm
To get to my current position, I done more than ten thousand hours
– Ut ad current situ, ego feci plus quam decem milia horas
Dreamt that I saw my name on a gravestone, maybe then they would give me my flowers
– Somniare vidi nomen meum in sepulchro, fortasse tunc mihi darent flores meos
Mum put three of her boys in the tub same time cah we couldn’t afford to shower
– Mum posuit tres pueri eius in dolium eodem tempore ca non potuit praestare imber
Before man snaked me, I already saw it comin’, I saw they was sour
– Ante hominem snaked mihi iam vidi comin’, vidi quod esset uvam
But now it’s my time to experience fame, the opps tryna find out where am I stayin’
– Nunc autem tempus meum est famam experiri, opps tryna inveni ubi sum morain’
My girl don’t believe anything I’m sayin’, my family need anything, I’m payin’
– Mea puella non credunt aliquid im ‘sayin’, mea familia postulo aliquid, im’payin
Sat down, tellin’ a therapist stories, I know she ain’t gonna relate
– Sit, tellus ‘ a clinicus fabulis, scio quae non sunt agnus dei se referunt
What’s this? What’s that? I don’t care to explain, I’ll deal with the grief and bearin’ the pain
– Quid est? Quid est? Nesciunt explicabo et dolore beatae’ il dolore
I don’t paint these girls in a positive way, you can tell that my heart’s been broken before
– Has puellas certo modo non pingo, dicere potes cor meum ante fractum esse
Tryna heal, but it’s takin’ time, what’s the point in life? I don’t know anymore
– Tryna sana, sed suus ‘takin’ tempus, quod suus ‘ punctum in vita? Nescio iam
Tell the young boys, “Stay in school”, but I wouldn’t be here if I followed the law
– Dic pueris iuvenibus, ” Mane in schola”, sed hic non essem si legem secutus essem
I keep makin’ dumb decisions like I don’t have control of my thoughts
– Ego makin’ muta iudicia sicut cogitationum mearum imperium non habeo
The guys wouldn’t know that I’m feelin’ like this ’cause I conceal and hide it
– Quod guys nescio quod im ‘feelin sicut hoc’ causam celare et abscondere eam
Everyone’s there on the weekend vibin’, nobody’s there when I need consignment
– Omnes ibi in volutpat vestibulum vibin’, nullus illic est si quis mihi ministraverit
I heard the quote that the strong survive, but I still got a fear of us dyin’
– Audivi auctoritatem fortem superesse, sed adhuc timorem nostrum obtinuit’
Some nights still toss and turn in my sleep cah I seen some serious violence
– Nonnulli noctes adhuc iactant et in somno meo convertunt ca vidi gravem aliquam violentiam
I was six years old when Dad left home and they shot my granddad, all of that at once
– Sex annos natus eram cum pater domum discessit et granddad meum iecit, omnia illa simul
My lil’ bro’s still going to school, but he wanna do everything that the gang does
– Mea lil ‘ bro ‘ adhuc ad scholam eat, sed omnia quae cohors facit facere vult
Now he’s repeatin’ the cycle cah he’s outside and he wanna go act up
– Nunc hes ‘repeatin’ exolvuntur cae ipse est foris et volo ire agere sursum
Got sick of the carton milk, it was free school meals, we never had pack lunch
– Lactis lobortis aegrotavit, prandia schola libera erat, prandium numquam habuimus
Cuttin’ the mould of the loaf of bread and I looked in the fridge and the milk expired
– Cuttin ‘ fingunt tortam panis et vidi in fridge et lac exspiravit
All of the mandem jumped in the trap cah we put on The Wire and got inspired
– Omnes mandem laetabundus in captionem ca nos got posuit Super Filum et inspiravit
Not surprised when I see man lyin’, it’s fine, I already clocked they’re liars
– Non mirum cum videre hominem lyin’, suus ‘ denique, ego iam horologium mentitus es
I just saw a cat that I know whilst drivin’, I might park up on the block, say hi
– Modo felem vidi quam scio dum drivin’, in scandalum parcum possem, salve dicere
Mum’s house bangin’ out Beanie Sigel, I still don’t feel much love in the air
– Mum scriptor domum bangin ‘ ex Beanie Sigel, adhuc non multum amorem in aere sentio
Lost faith in God ’cause I thought I was cursed, kept it to myself cah none of them cared
– Dio concede i regni terreni sia ai pii che agli empi maledictus eram, et non erat qui perderet
Tellin’ my baby, “Wait, I don’t know how long it will take, I’m gonna repair
– Tellin ‘infantem meum, ” Exspecta, nescio quam diu eam accipere, im ‘ agnus dei reparatione
If it all falls down, would you bounce? If none of the tours sold out, are you gonna be there?”
– Si descendero in infernum, quare non descendisti? Si non omnes venderent, nonne tu es qui venturus es?”
There’s a few times I lost faith in music, I put out a tune and it didn’t get views
– Illic ‘ a paucis temporibus perdidi fides in musica, et tune et posuit illud non adepto views
Me and my broski went and came up with a plan back then, but it didn’t go through
– Me et broski abierunt et ascenderunt cum consilio tunc, sed non perambulabat
You know that shit that you say when you’re broke, like, “When I get dough, I’ma bring in you too”
– Vos scitis quod tu dicis quod stercore fregit, sicut, “Cum adepto a commistione fermenti, im’ adducere te quoque”
Then I blew up and reality hit, shit, now I gotta think this through
– Tunc ego cecinit et re ledo, stercore, nunc redditus est cogitare per haec
Three little brothers, Mum’s forty and still ain’t paid off her student loan
– Tres parum fratribus, mum scriptor quadraginta et non solvit off discipulus eius loan
My Dad can’t move, he’s fuckin’ paralysed, just went through some serious stroke
– Pater meus movere non potest, ille fuckin paralyticus, modo per aliquam gravem ictum ivit
The mandem callin’ me, YG’s warnin’ me, sayin’ that I gotta leave home
– Mandem callin ‘me, YG’ s warnin ‘me, sayin’ quod redditus est relinquere domum suam
I get more money, more problems now, I had less to worry ’bout when I was broke
– Ego adepto plus pecuniae, magis problems nunc, ego quoque minus anxietas ‘praedura palaestrae cum fregit
Remember I had one pair of Air Forces, tryna keep out the creases
– Memento Me Unum Par Virium Aeris habuisse, tryna postquam el berron
Now the front drive look like it’s a show room, and none of them leases
– Nunc frontem coegi sicut locus spectaculi est, et nemo eorum addicit
I’m extremely grateful for all my people cah none of them leeches
– Gratus sum omnibus hominibus meis ca nullus eorum hirudines
I dropped a tape, got a billion streams and none of them even features
– Cecidi tape, obtinuit a billion fluminum et nemo eorum etiam features
Now my bredrin dissed me and tryna go viral ’cause he ain’t blown yet, how is that my fault?
– Nunc bredrin meus me dissisit et tryna ite virales ‘ causa nondum inflatur, quae est mea culpa?
I thought you was Christian, why don’t you move like Matthew, Phillip, disciple?
– Putavi Te Christianum esse, cur non sicut matthaeum, Phillipum, discipulum moves?
But you wan’ snake man, move like Judas ’cause you ain’t blew, it’s a fuckin’ vio
– Sed vis ‘anguis homo, move Sicut Iudas’ causa te non flavit, suus ‘fuckin’ vio
And we’re London, bare opportunity, it’s not like we live in Ohio
– Et London, nudum occasionem, suus ‘ non amo Nos Vivere In Ohio
I booked hotels and flights to all of these shows and brought you to all of these countries
– Hotels et volatus ad omnia haec spectacula corruptela et ad omnes has regiones te attuli
Say thank you and pretend that you’re grateful, but when I turn man’s back, say fuck me
– Gratias ago tibi et simulare quod gratus es, sed cum rursus hominis, dic mihi irrumabo
Whole six months livin’ at your mum’s, we was with big bro on our own, it was us three
– Totum sex mensibus livin ‘ at mum tuum, cum magna bro nostra fuimus, tres nobis erat
Shouldn’t ever bite the hand that feeds you, I leave man starvin’ cah you’re too hungry
– Ne mordeat umquam manus quae te pascit, relinquo hominem starvin ‘ cah nimium esurientem
I said that I got you, but you didn’t trust me, I would’ve, but you didn’t give me the chance
– Dixi ego got te, sed non habeat fiduciam mihi, ego vellem, sed non casu mihi
You can ask any one of the mandem now if I ever left ’em in the dark
– Vos can petere aliquem unum mandem nunc si umquam reliquit ‘a negotio perambulante in tenebris
Whatever’s meant to be will be, I can’t turn back time or dwell on the past
– Quidquid futurum sit, tempus reverti non possum vel in praeterito habitare
But I sometimes wonder, “Could have I got this far without losin’ my dog?”
– Sed interdum miror, “Possem habere ego got hoc longe absque losin’ canis meus?”
Drop-top, and it’s hard, then I’m feelin’ you
– Gutta-summo, et suus ‘ferreus, tunc ego sentio’ vos
I calmed down, turned around, you put me in a mood
– Unde reversus fuerat, venitque in seira.
Old house, windows down, but I’m still feelin’ you
– Vetus domus, fenestras descendit, sed adhuc sentio ‘ te
Years passed, nothing changed, I’m still in love with you
– Anni elapsi, nihil mutatum, adhuc amare te sum
I don’t need nobody else, I just want you to myself, oh no
– Non opus est aliud nemo, ego iustus volo autem vos ipse, o nullus
