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Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Rasana hujan dina sirah kuring salila saratus poé
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Rasana hujan dina sirah kuring salila saratus poé
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Neuteup dina mirteung jeung kuring néangan beungeut sejen
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Neuteup dina mirteung jeung kuring néangan beungeut sejen
And I get so tired of puttin’ out fires and makin’ up lies
– Jeung kuring meunang jadi bosen puttin ‘kaluar kahuruan jeung nyieun’ up bohong
Checkin’ my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing’s inside
– Mata ku agak terang, tapi tidak ada di dalam
And it feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Jeung eta karasaeun kawas éta hujan dina sirah kuring pikeun saratus poé
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Dan ku benci kau bila ku tak
Push you when you get too close
– Nyorong anjeun lamun meunang deukeut teuing
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Susah nak ketawa kalau aku jadi canda
But I can’t do this on my—
– Tapi aku tak boleh buat macam ni—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Ngan anjeun bisa nyalametkeun kuring ti kurangna kontrol diri kuring
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Sakapeung hal hal goréng lumangsung di mana hal hal anu hadé
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Kuring geus ménta hampura saratus kali
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Kuring geus ménta hampura saratus kali
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Kuring yakin eta sorangan lamun kuring satengahna apologized
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Kuring yakin eta sorangan lamun kuring satengahna apologized
And it’s not unfair, I’m asking for prayers, but nobody cares
– Bukan tak sah, tapi doa takde sapa kesah
Goin’ nowhere like fallin’ downstairs while everyone stares
– Goin ‘nowhere kawas fallin’ downstairs bari dulur stares
No one’s there when I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Teu aya anu aya nalika kuring nyuhunkeun hampura saratus kali
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Dan ku benci kau bila ku tak
Push you when you get too close
– Nyorong anjeun lamun meunang deukeut teuing
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Susah nak ketawa kalau aku jadi canda
But I can’t do this on my—
– Tapi aku tak boleh buat macam ni—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Ngan anjeun bisa nyalametkeun kuring ti kurangna kontrol diri kuring
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Sakapeung hal hal goréng lumangsung di mana hal hal anu hadé
No, I’m just takin’ a shot, ah
– Hahaha … aku cuma buat ngiler,, hehe
Maybe I’m just too eager, oh
– Mungkin ku terlalu sabar, oh
Maybe I lost the plot, ha
– Meureun kuring leungit plot, ha
I used to pity some people
– Kuring sok karunya ka sababaraha jalma
I said they were missing a spine
– Ceuk kuring maranéhna leungit tulang tonggong
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
– Bisa jadi masalahnya ego
Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine
– Meureun, meureun masalahna milik
Really, I’m fine
– Sebenarnya ku tak apa-apa
Don’t get too intimate, don’t get too curious
– Jangan terlalu pengecut, jangan terlalu penasaran
This is just feelin’ like it’s not that serious
– Ieu ngan saukur ngarasa kawas éta teu nu serius
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
– Neuteup ka langit-langit, ngarasa ngagebeg
Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury
– Fuck sadaya empati anjeun, abdi hoyong amarah anjeun
‘Cause I will just
– Karna ku hanya akan
Tell you I’m better, then, better, then
– Bejakeun ka anjeun kuring leuwih alus, mangka, leuwih alus, mangka
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
– Nyembur kaluar ubar mah, ubar, ayy
Drunk on adrenaline, ‘drenaline, ayy
– Mabok dina adrenalin, ‘ drenalin, ayy
And I don’t know why I
– Ku tak tahu kenapa ku
Say I hate you when I don’t
– Ucapkeun kuring hate anjeun lamun kuring teu
Push you when you get too close
– Nyorong anjeun lamun meunang deukeut teuing
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Susah nak ketawa kalau aku jadi canda
But I can’t do this on my—
– Tapi aku tak boleh buat macam ni—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Ngan anjeun bisa nyalametkeun kuring ti kurangna kontrol diri kuring
And I won’t make excuses for the pain I caused us both
– Jeung kuring moal nyieun alesan pikeun nyeri kuring disababkeun urang duanana
So thank you for always standing by me even though
– Hatur nuhun pikeun salawasna nangtung ku kuring sanajan
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Sakapeung hal hal goréng lumangsung di mana hal hal anu hadé
