Moncrieff – Ruin Lyrics

I’ve been thinking ’bout skipping this town
‘Cause I’m someone you don’t need around
And I know it feels like love right now
But eventually I’ll just let you down

Trouble follows me down every lane
Self-sabotage is my middle name
I’m a bonafide shit hurricane
And I’m terrified that I’ll never change

When the truth is I’m scared
You’re all I wanted

I’ve lost so many people in my life, it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why, am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t wanna ruin
I don’t wanna ruin, yeah-ay

(Oh-oh-oh), I’ve crossed the line about a hundred times
(Oh-oh-oh), I sober up then apologize
(Oh-oh-oh), but these demons here they’re here for life
(Oh-oh-oh), you’re too beautiful don’t waste your time

‘Cause the truth is I’m scared
You’re all I wanted

I’ve lost so many people in my life, it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t wanna ruin, I don’t wanna ruin, yeah-ay
I don’t wanna ruin, I don’t wanna ruin

Step one, I was freaking out
Step two, feeling better now
Step three, if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down

Step one, I was freaking out
Step two, feeling better now
Step three, if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down

I’ve lost so many people in my life, it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t wanna ruin, I don’t want to ruin, yeah-ay

I don’t wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out)
(Step two, feeling better now) I don’t wanna ruin, yeah-ay (step three, if you stick around)
I promise I’ll never let you down

Step one, I was freaking out
Step two, feeling better now
Step three, if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down